Haiz...

I sighed again...
TWO tests in a day, have to rush to main camp for application form submission.... Can I just shout and said


I AM VERY TIRED!!!!
I NEED A REST!!!!!!
How come I am so busy?

I have a lot of "shock" story to tell....
Maybe later....

Singapore or Australia

What should I do?

Which way should I take?

Australia will cost me about RM25k ... half year.

Singapore will cost me about RM35K ... one year...

What should I do?

Haiz...

STUEDNT EXCHANGE PROGRAM UPDATE!!

Finally, the application was approved by USM.
Now, money matters. No money no talk!!!
So, I need Money!!!!
$_$

When things come to your expectation, you won't actually react as you imagined before....
I am fused with Happy, Stress, Worry and many other feelings now....

It might be just 2 months away....2 months to go to Australia if I got enough money....

Hmmm....

Why leave me alone?

This is somehow weird in my life.
I feel alone when he leave me alone.
Alone in library, swinging here and there.
Finally borrowed 2 books:
A Textbook in Environmental Science, and
Project Management Basics.

When i was searching books about environmental science, I was wondering ....
Do anyone know that I am actually interested in Environmental Science or Enigineering?

Haiz...What am I expecting?
Life tells me do not expect too much when sometimes miracle would never happen.
It's right. There never happen any miracle in my life.

Then, I learned, never ask for something that is impossible.
Never cry for something that would not become mine.
Never feel sad whenever someone leave you alone, that fella would never turn his head back and see your sad face.

How sad...
That's enough for this once. No next time.
Fairy tale is still remain as fairy tale.

Frustrated!!

I installed window 7 d....Should be happy...
However....
Holiday "release my stress".... (why sounds so scientific?)
Soon will have to resume my school life...
I feel so frustrated...Why?
Happy because can get out from the boring holiday and meet him again
Sien because too much assignments, tests, presentation need to be prepared and done
Not Happy because tired and scared of facing some truths.

Then will need to prepare myself to face those problems and truths.
I am not playful so I don't like to play too much.
I am not masochism so I will be lazy when it is too much.
I am not a nerd so I don't like to stay with books.
However... Whatever... Bad Mood now....

CNY is coming!!!

CNY is coming...What will happen next week? Lets see...

Monday: Azmi's metallurgy quiz....and Lab
Tuesday: Submit lab report...Discussion on Metallurgy Assignment
Wednesday: CNY celebration with my dear coursemate in cafe...
Thursday: He is going back to his hometown, Ipoh.... Should I go back Penang too? Hmmm....
Friday: If I am not going back, then upgrade my lovely PC to Wind0w 7. By the way, will start miss someone badly.... Afternoon, Dad and Mom will come and fetch me lo.

What disappointed me is, I CAN'T GET 6 TINS OF SHANDY IN PARIT BUNTAR!!!! ARGGGHHHH!!!

During CNY, there are still a lot of work to do....
1. Metallurgy Assignment
2. Titas presentation
3. SHE coursework
4. Polymer Assignment
5. Ceramics Assignment

Quote of the day: CNY is still a study week...haiz

Busy days with Studies

I have been tortured by endless assignments, quizzes, tests, and presentation recently. Till I can't go back Penang home for 3 weeks. These are occupying my life start from the beginning of the semester. Last semester, I was busy with other stuffs like societies' activities and some other external job.

This semester, the subjects that I registered was so INFORMATICS and COMPLICATED. Now, I start to wonder how could I survive thru the final exam? Hmm...

Quote of the day : In USMkkj, 2nd semester is always killing the pupils...