Start to feel Tired...

Since when i feel i m really tired?
Since when i feel my life is so interesting?
Since when my temper become bad?

I would like to stop everything and concentrate on my study.
I would like to stop every relationship to concentrate on what i interested in
I would like to spend my whole day hanging around alone.
I would like to spend my time with sports.
I would like to go out and travels.

I don't like hanging around without an objective.
I don't like to do things slow.
I don't like to do thing fast,neither.
I don't like my life to be messed up by those I don't like

I will think I am rather too active.
I will try to adjust my temper.
I will try to fill my time with my hobbies.
I will try to travel around alone.
I will try not to spend my time for sleeping.

These are what am I thinking now...
But most probably could not approach since,
I have no time
to release my anger
to share my story
to fix my memory
to block my feeling