My life, my thinking

Never thought of having those unexpected incident, since my day in USM just reach 1 year.
What did I come across??
Orientation, my first family dinner, involved in Variasiswa 2008, live in a hostel, 理升 training camp,Hangzhou trip, 校线, conflict with my roommate, burn night oil till 3am...etc

This is so called Uni-Life here. Should I repeat the same thing in the next 6 semester?
YES or NO?

What I really want?
A new laptop? A new mobile phone? Staying outside?
Get a driving license? Get to drive in school?
Are these too materialistic?
What is the life i actually want?
Are these necessary?

Friends always said I am a lucky child, I have everything I want.
I can buy what I like as long as it is not too expensive.
But, I still feel empty.
There is an empty space in my heart that needs to be filled.
But, what to filled??
Love?
Care?
Happiness?
Excitement?
Family?

No, I don't know.
I don't have an idea.
Maybe because I owned too much,
and now I become greedy and need more.

What shall I do?