Secret Recipe - Yogurt CHeese Cake

假期的最后一个星期

 

紫藤茶饭馆： 焦糖布丁 RM3.50

发现了又一有好吃的甜品的餐馆。紫藤茶饭馆还有其他的甜点如红茶杏仁豆腐、绿茶布丁等。

过两天，弟弟就回来了。星期三就一家三口北上槟城。因为星期四我有个面试。星期日就得回到学校。唉...成绩也快出炉了，得失心还是没有消去。日本实习的事还是没有消息。很多事情都是不上不下的。

JCoffee....11am Tea Time

 

Chunky chunky doughnut with Mochabella Cappucino

 

at brand new JCoffee in Jusco Cheras Selatan.

盒子里的水晶

盒子里的水晶，
生长在特定的 温度、湿度和气压。
关在盒子里，不见阳光。
有些人就是这盒子里的水晶。只能在适应的环境里生存，不敢也不想踏出那舒适的环境。俗语说，could not step out of the comfort zone OR cant be like fish out of water. 这个环境严重地影响了那些人的处事、处世和沟通方式。永远处于封闭的世界，最好是一切顺利，事业家庭都照着自己所想的顺利得到。不需要去面对困难和难题。不需要学习错误，学习防范错误的发生。

为什么要用水晶来形容呢？ 因为他们都有着“完美的人生”（自认的），安全稳固的堡垒。难题和困难都被隔绝在城墙之外，而他们则在城堡里过着“幸福的生活”。阳光曝晒、酷热的天气会伤害水晶的结晶；寒冷的天气、暴风雪的侵袭会抑制水晶的生长。躲在盒子里的水晶，希望自己永远不需要面对艰难。

Interview!! SAM Eng...

I got a call from SAM Engineering & Equipment (M) Berhad. I was ask to attend an interview in 23rd Dec. The conversation between the HR officer and me were very funny:


HR: This is calling from SAM Engineering. Is this Ms.Soon Vern Yee?
Me: Yes.
HR: Do you still remember? We called you previously. (I received a call last week)
Me: Yes.
HR: I would like to arrange an interview for you. Are you still available?
Me: I am still available. But, the interview...?
HR: Yes, we need to interview you so that we could let you know better about our company....bla bla bla


Me: (I cut her words) I am ok with the interview, just the problem is I am not in Penang now.


HR: Oh, okok. We can arrange the time, no probem. So, when will is the interview?
Me: Can we make it after 21st Dec?
HR: Hmm...How about 22nd?


(Mom, sat beside me, shaked her head, saying that 23rd should be better.)


Me: Errr....How about 23rd?
HR: Can also. I will arrange the interview in the afternoon since the managers has to attend a meeting in the morning. The interview will be 2pm at ....(I can listen the venue clearly)Just a simple interview, dont worry.


Me: Ok, yes, no problem.
HR: You don't YES YES YES, LATER DONT COME AR!
Me: Hehe, I won't. Can you please send me the details through email.
HR:Of course, I will attach the map in the email. Don't worry, I will send the email now, ok?
Me: Ok, thank you.
HR: Ok,Bye.


This HR officer is really funny. My application in Jobstreet was turned down by SAM eng. Now, I am asked to attend an interview. I guess it might because of the absent candidates.


Actually I am still looking forward to the respond from Japan LI. However, I hear nothing. 

QR CODE...cOOl!!!

 

Guess what does these means?

对不起你

对不起你
伤了你的心
狠心的我一定狠狠地伤了你的心。

妈咪说过客家人是自私的
客家人是冷漠的
客家人是无情的
她在说着别人也在说着自己的两个儿女

我是冷漠的、自私的、无情的人
这样的我伤了你的心
无怪乎妈咪说，我们姐弟俩最好别结婚以免祸害别人。
一开始不赞同，现在的我明白了
还是不应该的。不应该伤了你的心。

寂寞又如何，就让我这种人寂寞一生，别去祸害他人，造成他人的不幸。

Brother's concert presentation, HANDSOME brother!!

疲惫

腰酸背痛，生理的疲惫
思绪混乱，焦躁不安，心理的疲惫
 要如何才能解除疲惫？
问问自己要什么。想想...
没有答案。
已经不知道自己要什么了
漫无目标的生活着
长远的目标挂着
短期的目标悬在哪里？

读书？
旅行？
生老病死？
都觉得疲惫。
没什么欲望也没什么期待
因为期待再也期待不到
有欲望又如何？
人，工作讨生活，生老病死
人家说：生命要活得精彩
问问自己，你的生活精彩吗？
不够精彩
你要怎样的生活？
就这样吧...

木兰情

詞： 易家揚
曲：李偲菘

我看得見雲在天上混亂地飛
我聽得見滾滾沙場埋一滴淚
這是誰的沙漠 我忘了我是誰
又是誰 讓這 天灰

醒在黑山 睡在黃河 風吹往北
昨日故鄉 東市駿馬 在等著誰
鐵衣下的你我 從患難到心碎
我問天 是白是黑

一顆心葬了幾滴淚
一生情背我往前飛
轉載來自
記住這天地中的美
滄海世界 一眼成灰

我想喝家裡的井水
卻吞下生死的滋味
就讓我敬往事一杯
對自己說 絕不後退


醒在黑 山 睡在黃河 風吹往北
昨日故鄉 東市駿馬 在等著誰
鐵衣下的你我 從患難到心碎
我問天 是白是黑

决定了不去澳洲...
心里真的百感交集。曾经的梦想，想着想着，为了更长远的未来而放弃了。
决定了就是决定了，跟自己说，不后悔。可是...
心里却有些纠结。不是很舒坦。为什么？


这么多的努力，投入了。这么多的期待，寄望了。到最后却差一步，放弃了。
心里变得很空虚。 跟自己说，别想太多，决定了，就别想太多。

My holiday life

Since when i have not updated my blog...hmm...check check check....wah, it was my birthday!

Oh well, I have my reason...I had study week and exam weeks after my birthday. Then, I went for a holiday celebration with my friends. At 7th May, I took a flight to Singapore together with mom and ah hoon. We had a nice weekend holiday at Sentosa Resort World and places around Singapore.
Finally, we come back at 10th. Then, my pig holiday starts...

I am still wondering whether to go for student exchange. After some discussions with my sponsor, MY DEAR MOM, we decided to wait for the scholarship from USM. Conclusion made: No scholarship, don't go!

Save money for my master degree in overseas （over the Tebrau Strait only...Singapore la). hehe !

There was an angel and demon's fight in my mind since I got the offer letter from UoW. However, I preferred master degree than student exchange program.

After the decision has been made, I starts to look for something to fill my holiday....

My Birthday!!

My birthday cake: Secret Recipe (c) Blueberry Cheese

My present1: a nice blouse!!

My Present2: A very2 cute umbrella.

Accredited to: 冰树，ah hoon, ah ling, ter ter, swee swee, poh wai, su min, junyan.

4月11日出生的人:手腕高明

4月11日出生的人，并不像牡羊座二（4/3-4/10）那样，渴望成为事物的焦点。当他们置身事内，多半是因为具备真才实士，而不是只有野心罢了。作为 决策小组的成员，特别是拥有主导权时，那是他们最感到舒服自在的时候。观念与想法远远比荣耀与名望更令他们感到骄傲、兴奋。

4月11日出生的人，不太在乎如何培养充满活力的个性，也不喜欢用华丽优美的辞汇，罗哩罗唆地说上一大堆平庸、不切实际的想法。他们喜欢知道别人的 想法，而且希望别人有话直说，不要找什么托辞。但是，这并不代表他们没有办法用含蓄的方式表达，或是缺乏外交手段。事实上，他们是十分优秀的调停者，不只 能使敌对双方合作，也能直辖市十分歧异的意见。无论在工作场所、家庭或是朋友之间，4月11日出生的人，都是别人无计可施时的求救对象。
4月11日出生的人既然拥有这些本事，自然是聪敏过人、长袖善舞。他们对于概念和语言有深刻的了解，也很清楚其中蕴涵的力量。不过，在个人生活中， 却经常对伴侣所说的事情感到困惑，尤其是在他们并不喜欢这些事情时。说也奇怪，他们在外交和决策方面虽然很在行，但是偶尔对于至亲的需要却又非常地迟钝。
这一天出生的人，认为自己应该担负起养育及支持家人的责任，不过想归想，他们却无法做到。因为要完成这些承诺的精力，都被他们用在别的地方，而所剩 无几了。此外，这一天出生的人还要留意，不要和家族中的长辈起冲突。
由于高明的社交技巧，4月11日出生的人非常适合从事需要直接与人接触的相关行业，例如社会工作，或是以人为规划目标的行业，例如行政管理。不过， 他们也必须学习倾听别人的声音，否则将会降低成功的机会；如果他们渐渐变得不愿意接受任何批评，结果则会更糟糕。4月11日出生的人，必须随时保持开放的 心胸，一旦作了决定，即使因情势所需而必须更改，也不要怕不好意思。对于这一天出生的人而言，培养弹性、保持行动的正直与效率是很重要的。

幸运数字和守护星
4月11日出生的人受数字2（1+1=2）和月亮的影响。受2影响的人，天性温和且富有想像力。他们能够 对各种计划提出明智的建言，却不想成为领导者。不过，身为牡羊座，他们必须提防受火星的影响而变得愤怒、急躁和过度自信；月亮与火星的相互作用，与可能使 他们情绪不稳，因此4月11日出生的人，最大的挑战不是如何作个领导人，而是做自己的主人。出生于11、22日的人，因两位数字相同，所以可能会对各种成 双成对的东西特别感兴趣，例如双胞胎、巧合和对称的事物。

健康
充足的睡眠对于4月11日出生的人非常重要，因为睡眠有助于维持平静及沉着。此外，休假也是必要的，不论是周末或长 假。比如教书，因为有寒暑假期，所以对这一天出生的人便特别有吸引力。由于4月11日是具有强大精神力量的日子，这一天出生的人千万不可因此忽略了自己的 身体，强力建议他们和伴侣要有规律的性生活。今天出生的人只要适度地运动，使身体保持健康、增强体力即可。均衡的饮食对身心的稳定有奇效；如果有体重过重 的烦恼，那么每日三餐定时且营养兼备，则既有助于健康，也能使他们心情愉快。

建议
心胸开阔。不要承担太多责任。让能量保持流动，不使用它就会失去它。对于亲密的人要更细心敏感。控制脾气，避免与家人 发生冲突。

名人
查尔斯伊凡斯休斯(Charles Evans Hughes)美国最高法院法官，因出马竞选总统而辞去职务。后返回司法界担任大法官。
台湾企业家吴东亮，新光集团的第二代负责人。
民权改革家玛丽欧文顿(Mary W. Ovington)，她也是NAACP的创立会员及理事主席。
专栏作家古德曼(Ellen Goodman)，曾获普立兹奖，执笔的专栏为“转捩点”。
伊漱肯尼迪(Ehtel Kennedy)罗伯肯尼迪（约翰肯尼迪总统之弟）之妻，育有11名子女。
牛津大学圣安尼学院院长雷蒙卡尔爵十(Sir Raymond Carr)。
奥克兰“突击者”美式足球队教练麦登(John Madden)，他曾经指导112场比赛，赢得“超级杯”球赛，同时他们也是运动评论员，获得9次“艾美奖”最佳运动评论员。

塔罗牌
大秘仪塔罗牌的第11张是“正义”。牌面坐首一位安详的女性，一手拿着天平、一手拿着宝剑。她提醒我们遵循整个宇宙 的规律，只要我们坚持正道，生活就能维持平衡与和谐。牌面正立时，代表正直、公平、诚实和纪律；牌面倒立则是消极、疏远惧怕创新以及不满。

静思语
如果这个世界还有任何一丝希望，那一定是由小的善意开始。

优点
果断、有外交手腕、精明。

缺点
迟钝、抗拒、冷淡

意意，生日快乐！！

踏入22岁的第一分钟，就收到他送来的惊喜。
想想，真的不算小的年龄了。又一年了。
所以，就放纵自己看日剧看到凌晨5点！！
怀疑自己有点sot sot 了。哈哈

Happy Birthday to Me!!
I think today will be the happiest day ever in my life.
Even though it always fall on the beginning of the study week.
Never mind, I am still very happy.
Wake up at 9.45am, once turn on my cellphone, a few greeting smss were received.
1 from Mom(it was a MMS), 1 from ah ling, 1 from tzu ching...
Feel so happy to have a nice morning. Once in a year is enough.

Haiz...

I sighed again...
TWO tests in a day, have to rush to main camp for application form submission.... Can I just shout and said


I AM VERY TIRED!!!!
I NEED A REST!!!!!!
How come I am so busy?

I have a lot of "shock" story to tell....
Maybe later....

Singapore or Australia

What should I do?

Which way should I take?

Australia will cost me about RM25k ... half year.

Singapore will cost me about RM35K ... one year...

What should I do?

Haiz...

STUEDNT EXCHANGE PROGRAM UPDATE!!

Finally, the application was approved by USM.
Now, money matters. No money no talk!!!
So, I need Money!!!!
$_$

When things come to your expectation, you won't actually react as you imagined before....
I am fused with Happy, Stress, Worry and many other feelings now....

It might be just 2 months away....2 months to go to Australia if I got enough money....

Hmmm....

Why leave me alone?

This is somehow weird in my life.
I feel alone when he leave me alone.
Alone in library, swinging here and there.
Finally borrowed 2 books:
A Textbook in Environmental Science, and
Project Management Basics.

When i was searching books about environmental science, I was wondering ....
Do anyone know that I am actually interested in Environmental Science or Enigineering?

Haiz...What am I expecting?
Life tells me do not expect too much when sometimes miracle would never happen.
It's right. There never happen any miracle in my life.

Then, I learned, never ask for something that is impossible.
Never cry for something that would not become mine.
Never feel sad whenever someone leave you alone, that fella would never turn his head back and see your sad face.

How sad...
That's enough for this once. No next time.
Fairy tale is still remain as fairy tale.

Frustrated!!

I installed window 7 d....Should be happy...
However....
Holiday "release my stress".... (why sounds so scientific?)
Soon will have to resume my school life...
I feel so frustrated...Why?
Happy because can get out from the boring holiday and meet him again
Sien because too much assignments, tests, presentation need to be prepared and done
Not Happy because tired and scared of facing some truths.

Then will need to prepare myself to face those problems and truths.
I am not playful so I don't like to play too much.
I am not masochism so I will be lazy when it is too much.
I am not a nerd so I don't like to stay with books.
However... Whatever... Bad Mood now....

CNY is coming!!!

CNY is coming...What will happen next week? Lets see...

Monday: Azmi's metallurgy quiz....and Lab
Tuesday: Submit lab report...Discussion on Metallurgy Assignment
Wednesday: CNY celebration with my dear coursemate in cafe...
Thursday: He is going back to his hometown, Ipoh.... Should I go back Penang too? Hmmm....
Friday: If I am not going back, then upgrade my lovely PC to Wind0w 7. By the way, will start miss someone badly.... Afternoon, Dad and Mom will come and fetch me lo.

What disappointed me is, I CAN'T GET 6 TINS OF SHANDY IN PARIT BUNTAR!!!! ARGGGHHHH!!!

During CNY, there are still a lot of work to do....
1. Metallurgy Assignment
2. Titas presentation
3. SHE coursework
4. Polymer Assignment
5. Ceramics Assignment

Quote of the day: CNY is still a study week...haiz

Busy days with Studies

I have been tortured by endless assignments, quizzes, tests, and presentation recently. Till I can't go back Penang home for 3 weeks. These are occupying my life start from the beginning of the semester. Last semester, I was busy with other stuffs like societies' activities and some other external job.

This semester, the subjects that I registered was so INFORMATICS and COMPLICATED. Now, I start to wonder how could I survive thru the final exam? Hmm...

Quote of the day : In USMkkj, 2nd semester is always killing the pupils...

忙碌的第四学期

从开学的第一天就没日没夜地忙！
主要是KK Trip!次要是Industrial Trip。
现在，KK Trip结束了。Industrial Trip 半途中。

就快忙到...

好久没回槟城家了。想家了。几时才能回去？
Bahan nite 应该就能回了。

全思营 营衣 2 （KIV）