Why leave me alone?

This is somehow weird in my life.
I feel alone when he leave me alone.
Alone in library, swinging here and there.
Finally borrowed 2 books:
A Textbook in Environmental Science, and
Project Management Basics.

When i was searching books about environmental science, I was wondering ....
Do anyone know that I am actually interested in Environmental Science or Enigineering?

Haiz...What am I expecting?
Life tells me do not expect too much when sometimes miracle would never happen.
It's right. There never happen any miracle in my life.

Then, I learned, never ask for something that is impossible.
Never cry for something that would not become mine.
Never feel sad whenever someone leave you alone, that fella would never turn his head back and see your sad face.

How sad...
That's enough for this once. No next time.
Fairy tale is still remain as fairy tale.